Friends?

Why are you ignoring me?

Did I do something wrong?

Can you at least acknowledge my existence?

Why not?

I used to be your best friend

Until you started hanging out with "them"

You used to complain how you didn't fit in

Now im he odd one out. 

But, do you have to rub it in my face?

Tell me stories and laugh at the good times

Of course i'm jealous

Because those memories aren't mine

 

I can no longer look to the future

Only back in the past

To remember what used to be 

and how it didn't last

You still call me "best friend"

but in reality, im the last on your list.

Stop trying to fool yourself

and stop trying to fool me

I understand that people move on

but we were really close.

and now

You don't know me anymore

and you don't care

because you care about nothing but yourself

I deserve to be happy

and loved

Like you made me feel for a long time

But now i see that was fake

You did't love me

You used me

But now you have new "friends"

So you can apparently move on

While I try to fit in again

with someone who will love me

20 years down the line

You'll ask "Are we still friends?"

The answer will be no

because friendship has an end.